5.9.06

im getting lazier n lazier to update my blog...

ok...my fault...
tired lar..

honey call me jus nw...
n i guess it ryte..
he got DEBARRED...

hey honey..dont fret k...
i will be by ur side...

im finishng my class soon...
n 2mrw...NO SCH..!!!
haiz...it can be fun..but it can be boring..
WAT A LYFE...
~i'll be there for euu..~ at 11:54 0

25.8.06

i realI,reaLi honey so much...haizz...
and again todai im nt seeing him...
it's not tat i fight wit him or sometink..
jus tat honey been bz wit his werkpiece in sch...
he haven finish abt 5 werkpice...and i dun wan him to get debarred..

love reali must sacrifies..and i noe the meaning of it nw...
cos tat wat we both are doin nw.....
i myself are bz wit my project...honey was expecting me to c him today..
b4 he go to his bike prac..but too bad...i have to stay back to do my project...im sori honey...
i dun noe when im meeting honey again..

and also ystdy..honey told me abt his family problems...haiz...
i pity him so much....
i can see tat there is a big different between him and my family..
it's so different..im not bragging tat im rich...
jus tat i reali pity my guy..an 18 year old boy have to go through these...
it hurt me to c him lyke these..
but he would always refused wen i wan to help him..
he say he wan to b independent...and try not to get help frm other people...
reali impressed wit him...
im so thankful tat God have given honey a matured brain...he can tink...
honey..i'll always b by ur side...
being wit ups and downs...
jus promised me u will continue schooling n lov and trust me....
i will take of myself wen u r not wit me...
promise i will not do sometink bad behind u again...

i hope i can meet up wit u soon syg...i reali miss u so much...
love u honey....
~i'll be there for euu..~ at 08:50 0

22.8.06

im back again...im so damn tired during the weekend...i have to help out at my cousin wedding..that day was reali hot...damn hot..no wind blowing ard..arrrgh...im wearing my tudung and i can feel the heat ard my head...gonna get migraine one day...lucky it's all over..hmmm...sempat me wash eyes...but mostly the guys there are mat rep...bOO-ring...they are just cute..but tattoo cover their hads...dun lyke sia...

but seriously got this 1 guy...okay...my cousin's brother's , his wife's sister husband...yup...someone husband wave and keep on smiling at me...stupid playboy..helllo...u are carrying ur chils..and u still got the guts to keep on smiling and steal glances at me wen ur wife is ard....oh boy... u r such an ass...wen he look at me and try to smile...i give a look and look away..i tink i hurt him...but who care...i tink u shud care abt ur wife and ur child...stop all ur nonsense...be a gd father and a gd husband....stop looking at other gerls..if u dun care abt ur wife animore...at least tink of ur child...hmmmph.....
~i'll be there for euu..~ at 11:11 0

18.8.06

fuh...
i tink today i lost weight...
all bcos i got nafa test today...

run lyke hell for my 2.4km...
but i still fail..i noe im goona flung it...
firstly..i been eating much...
i didnt go to PE leson animore...lazy...hot weather..later tan how...??
didnt even practice running..
run 2 rounds...panting already...cannot tahan animore....
on the 4 round...my stomach pain...
my shit is already at the end..
have to tahan..no choice..
but the moment i finish my run..
no more pain..cannot shit...until nw...
ass...make my stomach big onli nw...hate it man....

after tat..me and fwens have a nice long bath..
arrrhh...shiok man..feel lyke staying in the cubicle....
we reali hog the toilets man...and so the kecoh..
throw shampoo,facial wash over the cubicle..haha...
the moments we finish bathing,we call the guys and they r at cafe 2...
sian leh..they all finish eating..wow..we reali take a lot of tyme huh...

well wtd...girls will always be girls....ryte..??
~i'll be there for euu..~ at 21:27 0

17.8.06

okay..i apologised
for nt been updating my blog for exactly 2 weeks...
sorri lah...bz lah..got loads of projects and test cuming up...haizz...stress2...

i recap the wonderful moments in lyfe...
on 4 of august..it's my 18 mths anniversary...yey..
im hapi but still im afraid..well..normally most couples break off after 1 and half yr...
mcm usual..takleh angkat ngan perangai lah..itulah inilah..haizz...
but i guess im lucky i have a reali...REALI..patient guy...
even though symetyme wen im feeling down..and raise my voice at him...
he still speak veri nicely...wat a great guy.....luv u syg...


okay..lets recap wat i had done during the past days...

monday
i wake up reali in e morning..jus to study...gd gerl huh...haha...but actuali im doin my last minute revision of my cdn test...aiyo...pening kepala sey...normali everi mon..i would go to honey place and chill out...but today mus go to sch...arrrgh...
ltr went to sch wit fitri and daya..kecoh sey kite...nak blaja pun memekak...dgn semangat kite blaja kat dlm train...
and u noe bile train da smpai kat city hall..aderlah tis couple masok..dier nyer girl punyelah gelap.. i dun wan to critized tp dier nyer behaviou 2..kau dah gelap tu satu..lg kau nak step seksi dgn baju skolah kau...kau luper ke kaki kau byk kurap..dudok pun maintain ah...ni nak step seksi n selak2 kan skirt...aiyo...u guy noe wat...kurap die smpai kat paha...geli siot....!!!

tuesday...
as usual went to sch earli...daddy send mah...reach skool at ard 740..and lesson strt at 8..sit near the lift lobby and hear mp3...went inside classrm at ard815...pathetically..onli 5 ppl are there...aiyo...at ard 830 den my fwen came...kalau kwn da dtg...buku pun tolak tepi..
g bcm after tat and finnali lunch...lapar man...i eat mee sotoand put 3 big scoop ofchili..wow...my stomach sure blow after tat...and last period...cdn..fav...all of us are reali excited abt asking teacher abt our cdn results..well miss lee onli managed to mark the 1st 21 paper onli...hmmm...my reg no is 33...still a long way..shit....miss lee end the class by telling the marks she had mark...onli 1 fail...im so scared shit..i wanna get an "A" for tis paper..haiz...must wait lah...after tat..me and frens continued doing our project and finnali head hm...met parents near bb mrt and we went to makan...hungry olready.......

wednesday..
i was late..i supposed to meet fitri at 9 but i get off frm hm is 9..haha..wake up late lah..tired...my group fwens decided to meet in sch at 10 to do our project..we took bus 31 to sch and met 1 of my grp fwen..and it's already 1010am...so much for 10am...inilah janji melayu...well izz is the 1st person to reach der..wah...baek eh dier...we continue doing while me play games hussin bring...fun leh..we becom doctor and we mus operate the patient...the blood look real man...so yucky man...at ard 1145am we decided to go to bcm class since ou teacher told us section head will be cuming to class..the moment we reach class..less then 10 ppl are there..lah..rupenye..section head tak jd masok..slamat2...kene postpone on tuesday...haiz...teacher ask the ones tat jus came to class to do te work they had done during the 2 hrs...as usual..we malas...we all take our bag..abd quickly sneaked out of class..bad huh us...we went to cafe but no one feel lyke eating at skool..ahmad decided to go to beach rd to eat.and off we go...the 6 of us...we behave lyke monkeys man...laughter here and there..pictures here and there...aft eat..we went shopping...haha..jana told us we r lyke exchange student frm malaysia visiting singapore..haha...well we enjoy ourselves...

oklah tat all la..hand tired oready...i'll update soon k...c ya..
~i'll be there for euu..~ at 10:31 0